Silly me, again.

Terrible day.
Maybe not the whole day, but the last part of it.
Hun forgot abt my appt totally. He called me on his way home(bishan already), when i'm almost done.
I'm sad not only he forgot. He didnt offer me a ride home.
Am i too demanding here? I dunno. Cus i would if i were him. Even if it means to make a big round. I understand that it's beta nowadays already, cus he'd forget our dates at first.
He promised when i'm not feeling good, he'll coax me. But he didn't. Well he did try, maybe just not too obvious. Almost 9 already, walking alone to Raffles MRT feels lonely.
He said sorry. But didn't quite make up for anything. He just sounded cold like watever. i asked if he's gonna turn in at 10.10pm, he said ok. We hung up. But what the F*, it was only 10.10pm. i called back. Tried to sound nice and asked if we could speak a little longer. I feel so much like i'm fighting for a chance to speak with my boyfriend.
Feeling pathetic.
If only he is less important to me, perhaps life would've been easier. Won't have a chance to pity myself.
And i hoped something would abruptly pops up in his mind to tell him to take some time to read his darling's blog. So much so that he would know wth is going thru her mind. But because i'm THIS sure, that's why i'm blogging this post right now.

F* up day.