Thoughts

Tmr i'm going for my 1st driving revision after i failed that previous time. :/ wonder if i'll stall that freaggin' car. Feel so rusty. Perhaps tmr i will have that 'left-leg-doesn't-coordinate-with-right' syndrome. Or that 'left-hand-can't-work-while-right-foot-is-at-it' feeling. Or maybe i'll accidentally slap my instructor's tighs while trying to get that right gear in. (I've done that before, seriously)

Since Last Last Sat. I havent really spend quality time with hun. I miss him so much. Not trying to goose-bumps you guys but it's true. I just need to let it out. Movie session with his branch and the BBQ session with his colleagues. That's all! Quality time = Being with him at ease. No company around. Yea. But anw, since exams are over, guess there'll sure be much chances.

Baby is the only one i pour out my real feelings to. Not that the feelings i pour out to others are fake, but, just that, you know... hmm.. I mean like times when you've had a bad day, you'll just wanna call and spill it all out to him, and cry, and scream, and bitch, and whatever. If you ask me "who's your best friend?" I'll really stall for time and start questioning myself. Wonderin' friends i considered as best friend considers me as one. (shrugs)

It's a real tragedy. Having lived 21years of my life in waste. Having different friends at different stage, but havent got one that i feel that he/she is loyal to me, loyal to our friendship. A friendship that we both really cherish. It's sad. So emo now......... Haha. It's ok! Look on the bright side! Love the way you live, right? (Hugs)