It's time I tell my story

When i first saw You.

It was like: Okay.......... - Sets me thinking.
You wore that white loose shirt with a pair of dark blue slacks, coupled with da Adidas sneakers.
You slurred with slight accent, that profound way you spoke, pronouncing each word with great care and thoughtfullness.
Very nice.

It really, left a deep impression on me.

I seriously thought you were cute.
Max: 28?
Married. I thought. (But no)

Didnt think too much into it. No reason. It just happened, but for a reason I guess.
Natural attraction, mutual.
Each night, you told your stories. That made me begged for more the next night.
We laughed, talked, teased and understood.

Naughty young times, you've had.
Who doesn't?

You z that bad habit of 12yrs
"... I want to live to an old ripe age with you..."

You started saving hard. For a better future. Seriously.

At first, it was hard.
I meant, really hard.

Others can never understand, never will.

There were much misunderstandings, arguments, fears & tears.

There were so much challenges that we were facing, till now.
You held me close, crossing one hurdle after another, carefully.
Watching out for me, one step at a time.

One by one.
Slowly, but surely.

"...anything at all, as long as we've each other.."

So stupid it may seem, but others will be this silly if they were me.

We kept to our habit, of talkin (@ least for awhile) before we sleep. It may not be a long chat, but just to know how we've each been, for that day. And saying "good night darling" before i close my eyes & call it a day.

First thing in the morning i wake, it only seems natural for me to reach out for my phone to check for any messages from you.
It never failed to reach me,
EVERY - SINGLE - DAY.

Sometimes, you'll say:
"Pls sleep more today"

and other days, you'll say:
"When you see this msg, it's another new day already. I cherish everyday that i spent with you. Everyday is a new day. Good morning my love."

and most days, you'll have just said:
"Good morning, I love you everyday."

Many times, it's not just about having someone to keep you company. But knowing the thought of yourself, is keeping someone else company that's making your day.

One & half year had passed. You continued to smile that same way you did on the first date.
It's the way you look at me, that turned my whole world upside down.
It's the way you hold my hand, as thou i'll slip away the very next second.
It's the way you say you want to kiss me on my forehead everymorning, that makes me want to wake up later than you.

Finally, it's the way that you say you'll love me for long long time, that makes me want to live with you for as long as it can be.

So you see, the road ahead of us is still so long.
Don't you ever leave me to walk that on my own..

And for those who are reading this, I'm not afraid to tell you.
My boyfriend, who is 13 yrs my senior, is someone i'm prepared to face all odds with.
That's why, i'm gritting on, to live that happiness that i'm longing for.

Thank you, if you smile in support of us.
Sorry, to those who wouldn't support and can't wait to break us up.

I Y you all the same, regardless of your say -
Lin.